Saturday, October 26, 2013


I'm back :D

It's 2.35am now, finally sometime for myself.
Have been really busy ever since i'm back from taiwan. Work just keep coming in nonstop but i don't hate it :D 

02/09/13 - 09/09/13 i was over at taipei with my mum :) Due to my work, i haven been spending quality time with her. So i decided to take a break and travel with my mum since she LOVEEEE to travel.

Taiwan is awesome. A country that i don't mind staying there forever. Basically everything there is awesome. 

9 days of holiday ended so quickly. I swear i miss taiwan ever since i came back to singapore. I have been complaining and whining to B how much i miss taiwan.

09/09/13 became one of the most important day of my life.
B & i have been together since we were 17 years old. There are times the relationship almost ended but we fought back and became stronger.

The day i flew back from taiwan. B gave me a ultra huge surprise. He proposed to me at the airport. He knew that on this day, i would want all the people i love and treasure the most to witness it.
Everyone was there except for my cousin, aunty and grandma.


I'm really very thankful for all my friends & my family. All the hard work. Traveling down all the way down to the airport at least 4 times for the whole week.

B actually hinted me to wear something nice, he kept asking if i'm wearing new clothes back & my mum kept telling me in taiwan to wear something nice. I swear i didn't even notice there is something fishy going on.

So i told them i just want to wear sometime really comfortable because it's a 5 hours flight, i don't wanna wear dress and i cannot sit the way i want to.
SOOOOOOOO... end i up i wore a shorts, t-shirt & high cut shoe.
Making things worst, the moment i board the plane, i fell asleep all the way.
Who the hell will look nice after sleeping?
Anyhow.. I was still very happy. Tears of joy.
I was tearing really badly & my stupid twin (joel) from the back shout 'aye! aye! mascara! eyeliner!'

Video is coming up real soon. It's still in the mids of editing :)

12/09/13 - My little precious left me :'(

He have been in and out the clinic because there is a small lump which doctor suspect that it is a cancer.
The night before jelly left, i was still playing with him. He was still very active.
The next morning, i walked over to his cage, i found him in his poo poo nest motionless. I cried damn badly. He love the poo poo nest i bought for him a lot . No matter where he go, the poo poo nest must follow and this little precious choose to die in the nest.

He died peacefully. VERY Peacefully. From his face, there was no struggles or pain.
Jelly, I miss you.

So far October have been quite a good month. Celebrated my mum 48th birthday :) 

Pardon for my very tired face.

I realize formspring no longer available or they have change to
I have switch to :)
So you guys can start asking me questions again! :)
gonna sleep now!

Tuesday, September 24, 2013


Was talking to mab about how many close female friends I have.

And I was really surprise by the number. Honestly, less than 5.
Its really difficult for me to trust a girl as a friend. I had too much bad experience with girls.

-bad mouth about me
-stealing things from my house
-being damn fake
-taking my kindness as weakness
-making used of me to make my friends becoming theirs.
and I can go on and on and on..

So its really difficult to find a girl as my true friend that I can share all my problems and worries.
For some, I can't with them certain topic, example my work. Because they understand the stress I'm facing is a whole new level.
When it comes to relationship problems, it's even harder to find someone that is mature enough to understand the whole situation and give you appropriate advices.I don't like it when I got relationship problem and my friend start to bad mouth about my guy. It is not helping or sharing my problems. In fact it is adding on to my problems.

But I really thank God that he gave me 2 girls that I can share with them every single things. Be it good or bad. I really love the both of them a lot and I really treasure them.
*thanks mab, thanks charis*
They are just 2 amazing special girls in my life.

"no friendship is an accident."

Thursday, July 11, 2013

help me help me

I'm heading to taiwan for a week plus on the first week of sept
BUT! I've never been to taiwan before so i need recommendation!
i have already booked my air ticket but not the hotel.

i need recommendation for hotels at taipei, tainan, hualian & etc.
ALSO! where can i eat, shop, nice scenery places, spa. 
I'm gonna travel with my mum. My mum is more of a scenery person, but i'm more of a shopping person. I even upgrade my mum's and my luggage weight limit to 35kg so i can buy more things. HAHA.

Leave the recommendation on my formspring alright? :D

I just came back from a short trip to batam with HP, twin & B. 
Twin & B was playing some stunts on the bed & B hit his head on this sharp edge frame.
Blood started dripping & i got a shock on my life.

Rushed B to the hospital after we reached singapore & the doctor don't give a shit about him because he is in the army. Most of doctors in the hospital got this mentally, army guys = CHAO KENG!(pretend to be sick for medical certificate)
The doctor never even look at his head & say there is nothing wrong with him. I was mad angry because B started talking nonsense, stare blank, laugh for nothing & cry for nothing. Fyi, he don't cry in the public. In fact, he don't cry. Making things worst, his eyes flip upwards twice & the doctor still dare to say 'there is nothing wrong with him.'
But treating B was my priority, i didn't want to waste my time fighting with the doctor, so i took him to my family doctor.
After all the check ups, found out that his brain's nerves shifted & he had a concussion.
But he is alright now :) so no worries.

I seriously don't understand the system for our local hospital. If the doctors is not going to take the army guys seriously, set a regulation. NO ARMY GUYS ALLOW.
At times, i really feel damn sad for our army guys. Serving the nation but being treated like this.
Oh wells, this is singapore. Nothing much we can do.

Felt so loved when i know i still have people reading this little space & having questions coming in on my FS.
Neglected this space for awhile as i have to concentrate on the business. I'm 23 this years, need to work hard for my future :D

So do bear with me, if i'm not updating that often as most of my time i spend it in my office, nothing interesting.

I will try to think of topics to blog about, else you can FS me any ideals :D


Tuesday, July 2, 2013


July, why are you so painful. I'm drowning.

Wednesday, June 19, 2013

Back on formspring ♡

I'm back on formspring!!

You guys can start asking me questions now :)

Good night!

Saturday, June 1, 2013

Need a break

I'm tired.
If i can only make one wish come truth now,
I'll wish for 1-2 days getaway trip.

I have to work, i can't go off for long. 
Life is so stressful.
I don't hate my work, In fact i love what i'm doing.
I'm just mentally & physically tired.


Tuesday, May 21, 2013

Work + 10 things about me & 10 things i hate :D

Have been really busy working & COUNTING DAY TO B'S ORD DATE! hehehe.
Im glad it's coming :D

As i have been working like crazy, there nothing much for me to blog about :(
so... here's 10 things about me & 10 things i hate.
I picked all the questions randomly from different website.

# 10 Things about me

1. What is the one food/snack that i cannot live without?
- Fisherman's friend (lemon). I'll always make sure i have 1 or 2 packs in my bag :)

2. How tall am i?
- I'm 170cm tall. I always wanted to be 175cm but i guess i'm too old to grow any taller.

3. List 4 Favourite Movie?
- Iron man 1 to 3, i know it's weird for girls to like this kind of movie.
- Step Up (from the first step to step up revolution)
- Averages .
- Soar into the Sun.

4. Favourite Make-up brand?
- M.A.C & Clio FTW!!

5.  What are the 2 things i do before i sleep?
- Hug my boo & Bong & Set 5 alarm clocks. (I love to sleep. LOL)

6. 2 thing weird about me.
- the way i eat my food :D i eat my noodles with spoon which my friends find it weird, i love to put grape jam, 10 packs of pepper & chili sauce into my sausage mc muffin with egg, i eat rice with chopstick or fork.
- i love to buy snacks but i don't like to eat them. i will always ask my friends to finish them. LOL.

7. How do i control my temper?
- i swear i'm bad at this. I don't really get angry that easily but when something pisses me off damn badly, i'll start scolding & most of the time i don't know what am i scolding. I used to throw everything that is in front of me but of course i've changed. It's not good. Most of the time my bffs will suffer because when i'm angry, i'll start spamming their whatsapp nonstop until i feel better. They know thats the way i release my anger & got used to it. Thats why i love them :D

8. Favourite drink?
- ice water :D

9. If i have 1 free day to myself, what will i do?
- Get my nails & hair done, shopping, exercise & sleep :D

10. What are the factors i look for in a friend?
- Character & attitude :D

# 10 Things i hate about

1. Insects
2. People take me for granted
3. Thunder & lightning
4. Comparison
5. Doctors that treat all army guys is 'chao keng'. Really hate it.
6. Immature people
7. Phone batt die when i'm out & i got no portable charger
9. Kids behaving like monkeys in the public & worst of all, the parents think it's fine, Idiots.
10. Girls that try damn hard to be cute. For easier term, ACT CUTE. 

I'll try to post more pictures in the next post!


Friday, May 17, 2013


I have been really busy, as i've just shifted my office from geylang east to woodlands.

Went ikea to get some new furniture too.
Non stop packing & cleaning at the old office, after finishing at old office, unpacking and cleaning at the new office.

when i say nonstop, i mean for days.

But after seeing all the furnitures up and everything set nicely in place. I feel that it's all worth it :)

I cannot believe after 2 years break from blogging i still have people asking me question on formspring, all about my weight. hmmmmm. i wonder if it's from the same person. LOL.

because i don't want you girls to achieve my weight in a wrong way.

2 months or 3 months ago i was on a super strict diet. i lose control with my dieting & became addicted to my dieting. I landed into the hospital. As since young, i have health condition. My blood pressure & blood count drop pretty scary that period.

i know some of you going to say ' just fucking exercise!' yes i know. but when you have work from 10am to don't know what time everyday. HOW TO EXERCISE? :)
At times i work till 3am, 4am. 
So the only way to stay healthy is, CONTROL MY FUCKING DIET.

within 2 months i lost 13-14kg which cause me to slip into the underweight section.
My doctor which i have to visit every month got a shock when she saw me.
my friends around me started to get worried about me and ask me, WHAT HAPPEN TO YOU?
even my family & baby see me everyday, saw the changes which is quite scary.
i'm trying to gain a bit back, so i don't feel so weak all the time.

Troublesome part! I have to throw away allllllll my clothes. Esp shorts. it drop instantly when i wear them. LOL.

OKAY STOP THE DIET TOPIC. SO NO MORE QUESTIONS ABOUT MY WEIGHT & I WILL NOT BLOG ABOUT MY DIET PLAN! Because according to my doctor it's dangerous for people who got weak body. SO :X

Cooked for my mum on mother's day, burn myself 3 times straight on the same spot :(

The other night, B was asking me to cook chicken wings & i set my small oven on fire. 2ND TIME ALREADY :(
 I almost burn my house down. i am so terrible :(

finally tried the waffle from waffletown. But no to my liking, expected the strawberry to be fresh strawberry & not those in can. waffle was too hard. 

But i love the environment there. Calm, windy & awesome place for gathering.

I'm gonna get my ass back work :) tons of emails to reply.


Wednesday, April 3, 2013


Saturday, Please come asap :)
Meeting two of my favorite girls.
My ah poh & reiee.

Haven meet up with reiee for super duper long. Miss her :(
Finally i'm gonna see her on saturday :)

on 1st april, it's bongbong's 4th birthday!

I totally forgot to buy a birthday cake for him & i'll be getting one belated birthday cake for him.

I found this little lovely boy when he was only 10 days old. I can't say much on how i found him.
He was super tiny & cute.
He is a big boy now but still damn cute. (quite obvious from the picture above)
my booboo is turning 4th on this coming 16th april :)
shall order a cake for him too.

I really thank God for all the friends & girlfriends around me.
Give me advices & shower me with love.
I know what i did was right. I obeyed & now i got more friends & they are really amazing.
They really love me for who i am & i love & treasure them too :)
I'm really thankful 
This is what i call true friends :)

There are friends that walk in & out of my life too.
I'm thankful for them too, but there is a reason for everything that has happen.
i won't hate or dislike because none of them are good for me.
Maybe our character are way too different to stay as close friends. 
So i guess just friends will do.


Monday, April 1, 2013

♡ shifted

I am still trying to recall how to edit those html. Ugly layout for now :( 

2013 is going to be a good year. So many happy things going happen.
Another 4 more months B will be getting his freedom back! we can start going overseas as and when we want :) don't have to apply for stupid leave.

Time pass so damn fast. this aug it's gonna be B & my 6th anniversary. I feel so old now :(

#ootd for today (sorry for the blur picture)

Gonna get back to work.